Man, what is it about the holiday's that depress me! I do like spending time with my family but i don't think i can take any more.....togetherness!!!! AHHH!!!!! and that's why i'm still single, cuz i hate being with people. i guess i don't hate people, just being with them for long periods of time.

So i've decided to give up on my LJ, b/c ppl read my emo-ing and here it's just ignored! I'm definitely transfering schools next year, iono where but i want out. and mean now. but i can't so....I'm afraid that even moving out and changing schools won't fix this...feeling with me. I'm just restless and angry and....none of this feels right, ya know?

On a happier note, I love my blue hair and i made a new years resolution to update my wardrobe beyound jeans and a t-shirt. I guess i need to learn to care if i'm gonna be a working stiff like everybody else. it seems thats where i'm headed, unfortunately....

Well, i gtg hopefully, i'll update this so it isn't all whiny 14 year old girl crap lol.